Ku merindu .

Salam Ramadhan 


Feel awkward when i haven't *stick with this blog for such a very long time. ALMOST 10 MONTHS people ! Kalau nak cerita apa yang berlaku dalam 10 bulan ni, memang banyak gila lah kann. Don't know where should i start. I miss my diary a lott. Okay okay. Lets begin with my life for this time being. Sedar tak sedar dah masuk sem 4 dah kat iium ni. Life ? Don't feel so good i guess. Rasa mcm takda life. Busy memanjang. FB jela menemani, tu pun sbb buat kerja laen.. Stress macam ni tak penah rasa zaman skul dulu, seriously ! Dulu waktu SPM pun amek 9 subjects boleh je nak have fun, but now, only have to strive hard for 5 subjects. Maybe sebab Oral Communication kot. Individual presentation , bukan satu tapi lima ! Memang menguji mentality . Nak update blog ? Alahai, memang x dapat lah kan. Apo boleh buek , dah nased badan. Den raso nak terbang jo balik rumah . Dahlah bulan puasa sekarang. Macam macam saye rase duk tempat orang nih. Masalah memanjang , tak penah abeh. Masalah study , kawan, life , BERAT BADAN and kesihatan. 


2 bulan lepas i got allergic , naik gatal gatal kat badan, memang time tu Tuhan je taw. . Sedih gila. Suffer gila. Letih gila. Letih p clinic about 10 times but then i've got no changes. So, sebulan lepas doc yang saye refer nasihatkan jumpa specialist . So yaa, pergi lah jumpa specialist, and NOW alhamdulillah, i feel much better rather than before. Cuma setiap bulan kena follow up dengan sang doctor. 2 WEEKS before raya ni, memang jangan cakap lah kan, busy gila. busy dengan speech. . Rasanya sem ni mentality kena kuat lahh. Lebih lebih lagi when i feel stress, i just shut my mouth up. i love to be silent rather than telling to the others that i am so busy. wth mannn. semua orang busy kottt. bukan kita je.. Pastu masalah dengan manusia memang xkan stop lahh kan, ada je orang tak puas ati dengan kita. *my old friends are SUPERB you know ! p/s  missingyouguys !


Sang pencinta oo sang pencinta. 
Orang cakap kalau nak bercinta, kena pandai jage ati kekasih ati. Haa, amek kau. nak bercinta sangat, amek ati orang tak pandai. Ya ALLAH banyak sangat dugaan . Rasanya tak tertanggung. Rasa nak hilangkan diri and travel sorang sorang. Nak tenangkan HATI. Orang cakap bercinta dengan lelaki matang dari kita bagus, molek. Tapi as for me, it's so difficult ! Bukan senang nak let ourself get into his world. Susah gila. Nak faham manusia ni Ya ALLAH , susah yang amat. Kadang kadang bila pk, boleh jadi psycho ! Tapi apo boleh buek, dah ni yang aku pilih. Gatal sangat nak ber kekasih hati , SABAR jela jawapannya. Tambah plak aku jenis yang bila ada masalah dengan Sang, i choose to be silent . and ratapi kesedihan sorang2 . *tears . Sang plak bukan nak memahami, asyik aku yang salah ! Kadang kadang rasa kerdil gilaa. Rasa cam orang yang tak berguna langsung pada relationship ktorg. Watever lah . Tapi walau cam mana pun aku still sayang hubungan ni. kenal lama lama tak kan nak abeh cmtu je. We just need more space to know each other deeply. 
Walaupun kadang kadang rasa cam takda chemistry langsung between us. Langsung ! people. Huh ! Enough talking about this , make me more sick :(

ASSALAMUALAIKUM  DUNIA SEPI..


Aduii, lama gila tak date dengan blog nih. Firstly, nak gtaw lately busy sangat, nak spend 


masa lama lama depan lappy ni nak conteng conteng blog ni satu perkara yang mustahil la 


. BUT, now, tonite, saya nak jugak  update blog ini. *sounds happy* wee...  Nak start dari 


mana ek ? Actually banyak benda yang berlaku akhir akhir ni. Ada suka ,duka, gembira, 


bahagia, derita, seksa ,kecewa. *lumrah kehidupan*


SEREMBAN, FLY ! FLY ! FLY !


Lepas je exam Islamic Revealed Knowledge (IRK), saya terus plan pergi seremban. 


Naktengok Ngangkung


Nak release tension ! Pergi pergi je, tengok dah FULL , sudah kebengangan di situ . Masing 


masing muka frust gilaa ! Lebih lebih lagi saya, memang frust gilaa, sebab memang tengah 


tension gila and dah nak jadi gila dah, so memang aim nak release stress. Last last just jalan 


jalan p makan , x best kan ? Nasib laa dyorg ni gila gila, happening la jugak ! Kiteorg sempat 


jugak snap pics. Benda tu WAJIB bagi gurls. kan kan ? syyyhhh,boys, diam ! hehe..

kawan sejati <3. nurul uyyun !
hapy sama dia :)

smile ! buddy .

with dorm mates . njoy knowing them in this 7 months !

ini saya:)

Tetibe hari ni nak letak pics, hee..
njoy frens ! 




di mana boo ??


Emm, agak rindu orang di sana :( 
Dapat gf still study, nasib lah boo yee.
Xleh jumpa selalu, xleh chit chat selalu, xleh makan sama sama, xleh p jalan sama sama.
Tapi hati tetap setia , huhu. .  
Emm, jauh, jauh , jauh dengan dia . 
Susah, sangat susah. Sebab selalu g***h.
Sorry boo, lately selalu je buat hal. Ntahlaa, tatao nak cakap apa. 
Tension macam nak gilaa. Tapi skrg dah oke :)
Happy ! Happy with youuu.. Walaupun kadang kadang rasa susah nak jage hubungan ni..
Betol kate boo, we're different in many ways. That's why sometimes we seemed can't get along together, KADANG KADANG je ok..
Papepun boo tetap di hati. iloveyouuu :)


DIRI INI MENGHITUNG HARI UNTUK PULANG, MENGHITUNG HARI UNTUK MENJADIKAN DUNIA SEPI MENJADI DUNIA INDAH . DUNIA SEPI TIDAK AKAN PERNAH MENJADI SEPI SELAMANYA KERNA DUNIA SEPI TIDAK AKAN SELAMANYA SEPI. DUNIA SEPI MENANTI PELANGI DI AWAN BIRU, SEPERTI MENANTI DUNIA INDAH YANG BAKAL MUNCUL. DIRI INI TIDAK MENGETAHUI APA ITU DUNIA INDAH, YANG PASTI, DIRI INI SENTIASA MENUNGGU DUNIA INDAH, IMPIANKU.. INSYAALLAH ..


 Huh, dah. selesai. finish. apa ? tatao.. hehe.. See you buddies ! i'm off now, have a great life ever .. One quote for today , *what goes around comes around*. So, jangan mudah mengata kat orang, kerna benda tu akan kena balik kat kita. kan kan kan ? just *silent*. No evidence no talk babeh . Nasihat untuk diriku jua :)

NUR IZZAH IS NOW FEELIN SO STRESS AND TENSE

WON'T BE UPDATED HER BLOG FOR THIS FEW DAYS OR WEEKS 

WON'T FEEL GOOD UNLESS FOR CERTAIN REASONS AND CAUSES 

P/S : SHE REALLY MISS HER BOO :)

        BOO PENYEJUK HATINYA 

        WILL REMEMBER HER BOO EVERY EACH SECOND

        

SHE'S GONNA BE CRAZY THAN USUAL, HAHA..

OUH KERJARUMAH, DON'T BOTHER ME PLEASEEEE, I'M BEGGIN YOU MY DEAR KERJARUMAH !

        

CHILL CLASS + GREAT

1. Sister, please put your notes behind and stay here , explain what you understood

2. Sister, eye contact please

3. Sisters, do you have any question to the presenters ?? If no, then i'll will ask you ! (alamak ! matiiiii ..)

• Well, all these above are what my lec asks for during the presentation.. Huhu . Guess what, it is quite difficult but still give many benefits through it in order to built our confidence up in front of others :)

PAPE PUN, SAYA RASA SUKEEE DENGAN CLASS INTRO TO IRKHS ! 

AND ALHAMDULILLAH PRESENTATION TADI BERJALAN DENGAN LANCAR..

GOD ,GIVE ME MORE TIME

Lepas je kelas irkhs, terus sakit perut. Ohmygod ! Cant imagine how terrible it was ! *sigh*.

Million thanks to yat a.k.a hayati syafina for sending me to the clinic and thanks to the doc as well for the injection ! Sakit laaaa docccc ! Tak bagi hint langsung, terus inject.. *hukhukhuk*.

Oh my, forgot laaa about this girl, qie a.k.a aqilah mazlan, thanx dear for your concern to me even you're soo annoying . Haha ! Kidding .. Tak reply msj sbb xde kredit laaa.. Mengada ngada betol qie niy . Hihi . Anyway, i always and really hope for a good health with good mood, good ideas, good food (whoaa), good friends, good ape lagi ekk ?? Whatsoever laa.  *speechless* huhu..

                   Aktiviti malam hari, kami pembeli shawl . Wee ~. Tibe malam hari je mesti pergi tgk shawl , kalau x dengan die nih mesty jumpe gak kat kedai tuu, xde plan, xde date, xde time.. Die nih musyrifah dorm A-3-2 , means our musyrifah laa. She's a very sporting women(not girl ok ), very very nice, very kind and she's very funny *kihkihkih*. Gatal pon ade jugak, gatal dengan gurl, whoaaaa . Haha, JUST JOKE ! Actually she just wanna make us happy and happy while been together . Hidup 16 org satu dorm susah kot, macam2 perangai. Dye ni laa yg menceriakan suasana :) And she is ALFIE MUZAIRUL (annoying ! kuikuikui)


DINDA SAYANG KANDA


This is always and forever... *SMILE YE BOOO*


You, awak, dia, he, him, ... SUME BOOO PUNYEE LAAA :)

HOW MANY HOURS ?

Hey hey buddies ! How's life ? Happy ?? GREATTTTTT ! Glad to hear that.. Me ? I'm doing fine, never felt better . . Waaa, such a very long time i haven't update my blog since i was so busy and have lots thing to do :) For how many hours we haven't meet? 208 hours,23 minutes and 18 seconds maybe ? Hihihi, just forget about it. Hmm, never realise that i'm now at NILAI ! Struggle for my sem 2 ! Don't ask me about the P*****R ! It was sucked ! On 22 of 0ct 2010, i let my tears down down and down until i could not think what have to do and where should i start again and arghhhhh.. *sigh*. Thanks to my MY SAYANG for his full support to me. AND AND AND thanks to my beloved parents because they accepted this openly and never made me down and of course never mad me regarding to this result..Seriously i've tried my best but it's still not worth it. It means i have to struggle more and more to improve my result and score for this new sem.




I LOVE YOU MISS TEDDY !


You... Thanks ! Thanks ! Thanks !
I love that teddy very much , i appreciate all ur gifts even just a tin of chrysanthenum tea ! Hee .
Sneakers + money box + teddy +purse . I'll take a very good care of you my dearie !
You make me happy, it is not based on your gifts, it is about HEART and FEELINGS ! If i've given a chance, i will not hurt you even a little . . Still, i can't because i'm not a perfect one, i always make mistakes. . AND youuuu... are the best ! You.. are my life + hope .. What else ? Sume you lahhh . . Hihihi.




WILL I ?


Will i be successful ?
Will i be a good muslimah ?
Will i get what i want ?
Will i be a fair person for my life ?
Will i get married ? HAHA
Will i be a person who can please everyone ?
Will i be a good daughter to my parents?
Will i make everyone happy ?
Will i leave all my bad attitudes ?
Will i make my desires come true ?


Will i......... make all this happen in this few years ?


Whether i will or not, i'm still hoping for it :) INSYAALLAH !




Almost 10.00 suda, i have to stop here,
Wondering how my classes for tomorrow, adakah still cam aryne ? Pergi pergi lec xde. Hii.
Ok lahh, c yaa friends ! SELAMAT MALAM :)
Have a nice day ever. .

Tak pernah aku jauh darimu


Meninggalkan cinta kita


Tak pernah aku meluka hatimu


Perasaan dan jiwamu


Segalanya telahku serah


Hanya engkau yang terindah


Hanya kerna kau yang cukup indah


Untuk dimiliki dan untuk dicintai


Ku tahu kau mau ada di hati


Untuk didampingi untuk disayangi


Tiada yang lain selain dirimu


Kekal tinggi di hatiku


Tiada pengganti yang mampu ku cari


Yang seindah dirimu


Rasa ini untukmu




                     " CuKuP iNdaH"


TIME : 9.17 P.M

Assalamualaikum , Hye dear friends :)


Say SORRY, should do it? For me, it is a must ~
Saying sorry even you did not do anything wrong . . Tak rugi minta maaf dan tak rugi memaafkan . . Kan kan kan? Hihihi..


Ok lah, malam ni nak cerita tentang aktiviti saya pade hari ni..
Hari ini banyak memenuhi majlis perkahwinan :) Suke suke. Hehe. .
Last destination was at Cikgu Yah's. .  Da bertunang pun kak yah ye .. Entah mengapa terasa sayu je tadi hingga mak menitiskan air mata . Even saya sendiri pun terasa sayunye. . Ejah doakan kak yah kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin dan seterusya. Aminn :) Just forget the past dear. U've got a nice one and far good from the previous one :) Ngee ~


Lagi seminggu je tinggal, pastu dah kena balik Nilai, Ohmygod ! I don't want :( *sad*
Away from FAMILY and MY LOVE really really make me sick ! Can i have UIA's branch here?? Please! Please! Please! . . i'm begging you. Who's that 'you' ?? Saya pun tak tahu . . Hehe. .
Apabila menjejakkan kaki ke Nilai, saya mulalah rindukan segalanya, saya mulalah busy dan letih, saya mulalah menghadapi masalah demam+selsema+batuk yang berterusan, saya mulalah berperangai seperti 'childish' dan selalu menangis (homesick). My mom pun dah awal awal lagi pesan 'ejah nanti balik nilai, mak ta k nak kol dah teap teap hari seperti dulu'. Tapi saya tak beri respon ape yang di perkatakannya kerna saya expect dye akan kol saya seperti dulu. Hmmm, it sokay, maybe lepas ni saya terpaksa belajar hidup berdikari dan tidak megharapkan mak lagi untuk kol saye teap teap hari dan dengar segala masalah saye..
Tapi saya still ada ............... ! Dia tempat saya mengadu, walaupun kadang kadang saya rasa saya belum mampu jadi yang terbaik di mata nye. Agak terkilan kerana saya masih tidak mampu membuat dia bahagia, tak mampu berikan apa yang dia mahukan . . Bagi saya dia adalah yang terbaik dan sudah menjadi yang terbaik di mata saya :) Saya sayang awak !


Nie aktiviti saya pada hari esok ::
                  * Teman mcnun pergi sekolah
                  * Kemas bilik
                  *Tidoo (mesty ade dalam sehari)
                                                  
Dear, enough for tonite, ngantuk sudaaa. Hehe..
Jaga diri baik baik aw. . Mimpi indah :)